So embarassing!

Ok so you know Josh whom I've mentioned a couple... hundred times? Um... yeah his name isn't really Josh. I just found out his today his real name is Justin. At least I didn't call him Josh to find out that wasn't his name. Today we had a sub for orchestra and he was taking roll and called Justin and of course he raised his hand. I am sooooo embarassed. I've bene talking to him for like a month. The reason why I thought his name was Josh was because there used to be a girl I was friends with in orchestra named Shelbie called him that. At least I didn't call him that to his face. But now I have to tell all my friends that I told about him that I got his name messed up. That will be so embarassing. It has been such an incredibly long day.

Valentines shmalentines

yeah I'm officially a pessimist when it comes to Valentines day. It's all commercial. Especailly since you know that guy I think is cute and talks to me in the mornings? Yeah well this morning he told me that he thinks a girl in our orchestra class is cute and he's thinking of giving her a valentine. Yeah it was like a slap in the face but I'll get over it. Eventually. Until then I'll be emo for awhile and everybody will avoid me including (hopefully) loverboy. Although that doesn't seem to be happening. He doesn't seem to think that anything's wrong. Why just after lunch he walked up to me with a pack of red vines and told me he wanted to bit an end off a bunch and put mustard in them and offer them to his friends. I admit that would be funny. But I'm too mad at him right now to care. Oh well tomorrow he might not even be at school because he told me he was getting sick and he going to try to stay home. That's fine with me. I don't care. I honestly don't anymore. No other news.