Conversations with Josh

So today I had a really good day. Today when I talked to Josh we talked about some pretty personal stuff. I won't mention all of it because like I said it's personal. I'll just say that it's a pretty important thing to talk about. Especially if you are planning to date the person who you're talking to. So there is still hope. I will tell you that he told me his 4 expectations for any girl he dates. I'll also tell you that I easily meet all 4. I won't talk about the first one because that was the personal topic but #2 is that any girl he dates must be a Christian. Check. #3 is that she can't smoke or drink. Check. and #4 is that she can't do drugs. Check! I think it might be possible that Josh was telling this because he likes me. Hopefully. He didn't give the valentine to Kelsie. He told me he couldn't get one because he was sick so he couldn't leave the house. I don't think so. He could've left his house or he could've made one if he really wanted to give her one. Also he told me he thinks valentines day is a cliche holiday anyway so if he thinks that why would he buy one anyway? So I'm really hoping he likes me. You know what I realized. Today is Friday the 13th. There's a Friday the 13th next month too. That would bother me if I were superstitious. I think it's all in the head. I just realized something else! If I believed in luck I'd have really bad luck because I saw a black cat today and it did cross my path. I've had the best unlucky day ever I guess! Oxymoron!

Not Friday

Ello. Today wan't too interesting but I was talking to Josh today (he was out wednesday because he was sick and he went home early today because he still is) and I had told my friend Sierra from my PE on wednesday that the reason why I didn't talk to him that morning was because he was sick so today Josh and I were chatting and she walked up to us (Josh didn't know her at this point) and said "Are you feeling better?" and he's just like "Not really. Who are you?" It was so funny! I introduced them and Josh says she's nice. Anyway after the bell rang I caught up with Sierra in the locker room so I just pretty much told her how cute I think he is. She says we'd be a good couple. Too bad he likes Kelsie. But I'm not bitter about that anymore. Except maybe a little. But for the most part I'm over it. Especially since Kelsie has never even spoke to him or given him the time of day. So there's still hope! Anyway so Josh's class was playing dodgeball at that time so after our 5 minute jog we got to choose between weight training, volley ball, basketball, or playing dodgeball with the weight training class. Yeah I chose dodgeball even though we were on different teams the whole time. Yeah I'm obsessed. Not stalker obsessed but yeah still obsessed. I refuse to give up hope! Well tomorrow's Friday and we're running on not only a half day schedule but also an assembly schedule AND a fire drill schedule so classes will be super short. And we're off all next week for midwinter break so that'll be nice. Oh and I found out that sometime next month for orchestra we're going on an overnight trip to Bellingham for a festival I assume. I think we were supposed to pick roommates for the hotel rooms today but we had a B flat scale test instead. Not nearly as fun. Oh well I already know that I want to room with Catherine and Katreen. We're the 3 freshman first violinists. The freshman seconds think we're snobby just because we're in higher chairs than them. Oh well that's their problem. The other first violin girls (Esther and Heather- both Juniors) aren't going to want to room with us. Maybe we can get Katy to room with us but she might want to room with all the other viola girls. I don't know. No more news.